by Andrea Renee Cox

Even when the lessons are hard and break me, I refuse to
give up the fight for God’s will. He is always worth it. My prayer through
those toughest moments is usually, “God, help me.” But I’m finding out that I
may add a little something else to that prayer. My prayer is becoming, “God,
help me. I cannot do this without You. I need You. More than that. I want You.
More than anything or anyone, I want You.”
When the answers God sends aren’t what I thought or were
harder than the “hard” I imagined, the choice is mine. Will I decide to give up
and settle for less than the best God has in store for me? Or will I choose to
step out in faith, no matter how difficult things get, in order to walk in the
will of God?