Would the young boy never decide? Mortimer checked his wristwatch one more time and looked to the door. He should flip the sign to Closed and lock the child in until he made his choice, but it would be unprofessional and inappropriate. Still, he needed to close down the shop for the day. His Margaretta would have dinner on the table by now. He could almost taste the rich aroma of his favorite homemade tomato and mascarpone sauce wafting down the back staircase.
Coins clinked together as the
towheaded boy in the ratty shirt and hole-spattered jeans counted the money in
his palm again. He eyed the medium-sized bouquet of red roses displayed atop
the glass counter in front of him. Valentine’s Day was only around the corner,
but surely this scrap of a boy couldn’t afford such a bundle of deep-ruby
petals.
“What’ll it be?” Mortimer didn’t
mean to sound so gruff about it. The day had worn him out. Four orders had been
cancelled, due to breakups mere days before the most romantic holiday of the
year. Poor chums. Hadn’t found a true pearl like his Margaretta. He decided to
soften his tone a bit and try to encourage the lad to make a quick decision. “Have
you considered the daisies? There’s a full rainbow of colors to choose from,
just in the bins behind you there.”
The boy turned his torso to look
for a long moment at the various shades of daisies not far beyond where he
stood rooted to the linoleum tiles that had seen better days. When he turned
back around, his shoulders curled forward, and his chin nearly disappeared into
his t-shirt. “Didn’t sell my bike to Tommy for no stupid daisies.” He swiped a
wrist beneath his nose as he sniffed.
Mortimer couldn’t miss the glimmer
in the kid’s eyes.
His old heart ached with
indecision. He couldn’t spot the kid any money. Obviously, he wouldn’t be able
to pay it back. Money was tighter than he liked these days, so he really couldn’t
be giving away merchandise either. He looked back at the doorway and the stairs
just beyond that would take him up to his wife of forty-three years who’d
traveled an ocean with him on a dream of making a better life for their two
children.
Those two children now had families
of their own and jobs that paid well enough, better than Margaretta and he could have
imagined those days so long ago in the home country. What he hadn’t done for
them, what he wouldn’t still do for them…
“I guess I’ll take this one.” The
boy held up a single pink daisy that was one of Mortimer’s personal favorites
because his younger daughter had cherished the pinkened middles when she was no
more than a tot holding on to his apron strings as he worked hard to cut stems
and arrange flowers to attract the most customers.
His little Charlotte would be
ashamed if he took the boy’s money for such a flower as this, knowing it wasn’t
what he wanted, that it wouldn’t make him happy.
Carefully, with great and tender attention,
he took the flower from the boy and pulled a piece of pale-yellow tissue paper
from beneath the counter. It would perfectly set off the pink petals. “Who’s
this beautiful flower for, son?”
“Mom. Her birthday’s on Valentine’s
Day, and Dad left me in charge. I can’t ask her for money for her own present,
so…” He sniffed again but managed to peer up at Mortimer this time. The kid’s
eyes were awash with tears that made the blue shimmer like raindrops falling
from the sky. “Tommy said I could buy back my bike if I earned the money to pay
him two extra dollars.” He ducked his head. “Not sure how I’ll do it, but I’m
sure gonna try. Mom’s had a hard year already, with Dad leaving and all.”
“Oh? Is he away on business?”
Mortimer didn't want to hear the kid's answer as he tied a snip of ribbon
around the tissue-wrapped stem.
“Nope. Said he had to go after some
opportunity. Some dream he wanted. Said I couldn’t come with him, that I had to
stay back with Mom and be the man of the house.” He plunked a couple of dollar
bills and all the change he had on the counter and gave it a shove. A couple of
coins rolled off and plopped onto the carpet behind the counter. “Sure wish he’d
have stayed to do that himself. Tommy’s lucky his parents like each other and
don’t yell a lot.”
Now it was Mortimer’s turn to sniff
back the knot in his sinuses. Maybe he was acquiring a floral allergy.
“Is that flower about ready yet? I
gotta get it back to Mom so she’ll stop crying.” The boy hitched up his pants
and looked expectantly at the single, pathetic flower.
No tissue paper could make it
sparkle as much as the half-dozen roses.
Mortimer snipped off a little
excess ribbon from the tail of the bow and tucked the scissors back in his
white apron’s pocket. “It’s your lucky day, you know.”
“How do you figure?” The kid tilted
his head to the side and scrunched up one of his eyes.
“We’re running a special. One day
only. You see that bundle of roses there?”
Both eyes narrowed now. “Yeah…”
“Just so happens that it’s ‘buy a
daisy, get six roses free’ today. Limited time deal.” Mortimer extended his
arm, holding the simple daisy out where the boy could reach it. “What do you
say? Want to take ’em off my hands?”
The boy’s entire demeanor changed
in an instant. His shoulders reached up and back, straightening his spine as
they went along. The face brightened with a gap-toothed grin only a
nine-year-old could pull off. “Are you teasing me, mister?”
“Nope. And I’ll tell you what.”
Mortimer came around the counter
and bent his knees, lowering himself the few inches his bulky middle would
allow. He grasped the boy’s shoulder and looked him straight in the eyes. “Why
don’t you come back here for an hour after school each day.”
“Why? Did I not have enough money?
Roses cost a lot, don’t they?”
“Bah!” He waved a hand through the
air. “The roses are in the deal, like I told you.”
“So why should I come back?”
“You’d like to earn your bike back,
wouldn’t you?”
The boy’s mouth dropped open. He
worked it a couple of times before any words would come out. “You mean… you’ll…
you’re giving me a job?”
Mortimer straightened to his full
five-foot-five height—making the boy in front of him only about half a foot
shorter than him—and held out his hand. “You can call me Uncle Morty. And I’ll
expect you to work hard while you’re here.”
The boy heartily shook his hand. “Oh
yes, sir. Yes, sir!” He took the daisy from Mortimer and grabbed the stubby
vase of roses from the counter. “Thank you, Uncle Morty. Thanks a lot!” He
raced over to the door and flung it open.
Yet, he paused and let it whap his
backside. He turned back and grinned at him. “Mom’s going to be real proud of
me now. That’ll make her stop crying for sure!” He slipped out the door.
Mortimer moved to the door and
turned the lock, then slowly flipped the sign over. The boy crossed the busy
road, pausing here and there for cars that honked at him. He scrambled up the
stairs of the brownstone across the way and kicked the bottom of the door.
With fingers moving at the speed of
a slug, Mortimer untied his apron strings and removed the apron from around his
neck. Once he’d draped it over one arm, the door across the street opened.
The woman who stepped out onto the
porch was no taller than he. Her dark curls hung limp around her blotchy face.
Even from this distance he could tell she’d been weeping something terrible. The
boy shoved the roses and daisy into her arms and started chattering animatedly.
Before Mortimer knew it, the boy was pointing his direction, and the woman
looked up and pressed her fingertips to her lips. She lifted the daisy and
saluted him with it.
He raised a hand but didn’t wave
it. The simple gesture was enough.
“She misses you, you know.”
Mortimer cleared his throat and
waddled back to the counter, where his roly-poly wife waited for him.
“Why don’t you cross the street and
make amends?”
“Don’t push me, Margaretta.”
“She’s sorry she married the
dead-beat. She’s sorry he ran off with all her savings. Why can’t you forgive
her for not listening to you?” Margaretta took his apron and folded it
properly.
Instead of answering, he puttered
around the store, straightening this and rearranging that. Wasting time,
really. His heart twisted with ten years of pain he’d never released. Why
couldn’t he let go of his little girl? She’d grown up. She’d defied him in many
ways, the worst of which was marrying a man Mortimer knew would be disastrous
and possibly cruel.
Yet, she was his little girl. His
Charlotte.
“Remember what you said the day you
opened this shop, Morty?”
That softened tone meant no good
for him. He turned to face her anyway.
“You said you’d give the girls and
me the world.”
“I remember.” His voice was gruff
from the emotions he wanted to stuff down, but there wasn’t any meanness in it.
“If that’s still true, why don’t
you prove it?” Margaretta smiled that “I’ll see you after you’ve made the right
decision” smile, patted the countertop, and retreated up the stairs, leaving
the folded apron resting next to the register.
He eyed the locked door and the
street and brownstone beyond. The weight of his biggest regret pressed on his
chest till he thought it’d explode and leave him collapsed on the floor for his
wife to find in the morning. But he still stood.
Only, now he moved forward. He
flicked the lock and tugged open the door.
The woman—his precious Charlotte—was
slipping away, going inside her home. If he waited a moment, she’d be gone, in
for another night alone with her child and her sorrow.
Why hadn’t he comforted her since
her husband left eight months ago? Why hadn’t he extended an offer of peace
before now? Why had he stuck to his pride and let his daughter suffer alone?
“Char—” He had to clear his throat
again. “Charlotte, wait!”
She stepped back outside and turned
her hope-filled face toward him. There was such longing in her widened eyes,
such yearning that would be crushed no more.
“Would Joe and you…” He paused for
a burst of traffic to pass by. “Would you come for dinner? Mama’s made plenty.
Enough to feed the entire block, you know.”
She called into the house without
looking away from him. Soon, Charlotte and Joe were crossing the street, hand
in hand, with her still clutching the vase and daisy against her stomach with
her other hand. When they reached the flower shop she’d grown up in, she smiled
through a veil of tears. “I’ve missed you, Papa.” She leaned against him and
kissed his cheek.
His arms came around her, and he
held her close, finally letting loose of the pride he never should have grasped
on to in the first place. Eventually, he heard a stomach growl, but he wasn’t
sure if it was Charlotte’s, Joe’s, or his own.
The three of them laughed over it.
“I guess that means we better get
inside and up the stairs before Mama loses her temper.”
“Oh, Papa…” Charlotte tapped his
nose with the daisy. “You know it’s you who has the temper.”
As she stepped away, he grabbed her
hand, feeling the tissued stem of the daisy between their fingers. He wanted to
say he was sorry for all the wasted years, sorry for not supporting her when she needed it most, but he couldn’t find the words, or
maybe they wouldn’t step off his tongue. “Welcome home, Charlotte.”
Her eyes twinkled, and he knew she
understood his meaning.
“Come for dinner anytime.”
She handed the vase of roses to Joe
and motioned in the direction they’d be taking, and he scurried up the back
stairs ahead of them. Charlotte switched the daisy to her right hand and tucked
her left one around Mortimer’s elbow. When she leaned against his arm as they
walked across the flower shop floor, his heart broke free of the chains that
had held it captive for over a decade. New beginnings and happy birthdays sure
felt great. Having his daughter and grandson in his life again…?
His Margaretta had been right to
push him, as she always was.
He may not be able to make his
daughter’s dead-beat husband come home again and be the proper man he ought to
be for his wife and son. He may not be able to get back the years they’d all
lost because of his stubbornness. But he could still give them a piece of the
world, if not the whole thing.
Right now, as he climbed the stairs
after his long-lost-yet-right-across-the-street little girl, he’d give every
flower in his shop to find the words to fully express the joy blooming within
his spirit.
***
What are your thoughts on second chances?
Is it ever too late to give or receive a second chance?
Why or why not?
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